Miss Him

I miss him

Miss seeing his smile

And even though his embrace has been erased

Love for him remains all the while

I don't see him at all anymore

Unless I look at old photos from time to time

I'd never imagined that we'd not be together forever

And it hurts that he's no longer mine

He had to go away

And do what he could not accomplish here

But I know that I will see him again, and he's okay

So there's no need for me to shed tears
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Monkey Do

I must admit, he told me he was an a-hole

Within the first week we hooked up

So it's not like I can get mad

When he acts like a monkey's nut

Lord help me! When I used to say "moneky"

He would throw that race card out

Like my light skin removes my blackness

(until I brought the black girl right on out)


He was funny with his ways

A gentle giant, if you ask me

Not much of a talker

Said there really wasn't any need


So I began to consider his silence as golden

And his words either as feathers or spears

But no matter how much I tried to love him

I couldn't break through any of his fears


I loved my gentle giant

But I told him, too, that when I love, I love hard

One day our worlds just took separate paths

And tore our world apart


I no longer see him as an a-hole

No matter how he acts

I understand him more now

And I'll always have his back.
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Free to be me

I am so happy to be free

Free to be the woman inside of me

Five foot two, but towering above obstacles far and wide

Lil' mama in stature, but not in the mind

I'm wondrous and loving and soft to the touch

I don't settle for less, but I don't ask for too much

My blackness precedes me, but now my femininity must rule

I love to wear the dress, but I've had to wear the pants and work shoes

I count my blessings; me, him, and ours combined completes our family

Brand new last name, but inside I'm still the "me" that I be.

God, powerful and mighty, done put his kiss on me

Got me floating to the heavens, and I'm blessed and happy!

Long years behind me, no more doubt and no more pain

No longer without knowledge of the future, I can stand the rain.

Appreciated for the child of God I am, no longer have to hide my true soul

And bite my tongue before I speak, and do what I am told

And because God is with us, there's never a need for a harsh word

Husband and Wife should also be best friends; I know that's what we have heard

And so that is how I live: the life I've always imagined has come to be

And the dreams that I've always looked forward to have become my reality.
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Over-Throne

I accept the post as Queen and I take my place on the throne

And whereas we were once in two seperate places, now we are home

I keep up the paceand run, yes...in haste

to take my seat on the softness of your face

and accept kisses and more as we move down to the floor

dancing rhythmically to beats of our hearts, juices do pour

it's funny how carpet burns are not a factor at all

guess it's because we're floating above it all

skin on skin, there's no distance - I suppose we are now one

and as you offer me another seat, I cum on your tongue

This goes on and on until we both are too weak

Can't move another muscle-Damn near can't speak

So no speeches today i'm too tired to do anything more

'cause the Queen needs to rest her mind-and get the hell off this floor!
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Party Girl

U gets high off the marijuana

And when yo woman try to get some, u don't want her

Cause your senses are too intense and u don't wanna lose

The way the weed make u feel, so u gotta choose

U offered her to smoke with u but she act like she too good

Chick done came up, forgot she from the hood

But when u go get it from somebody else

She got issues and she wanna step

All of this cause you wanna get high

If it were me, I'd tell her ass goodbye

Baby Boy, fuck it imma smoke with you

Cause I can think of some freaky shit that we can do

Seems like it's better when u do yo thang

With somebody else who swings yo way

Birds of a feather flock together

And we can fly so high and make it last forever

I'm a party girl, only twenty two

So imma do the things yo old lady don't wanna do

Baby come with me, let me free yo mind

We gon' do it big all through the night

I see u smilin' over there, I got you feelin' right

I know u want my body cause my shit is tight

Get out the scented oil- slide in and have some fun

My waterfall's pouring, come and get u some

Now I got the munchies, let's get a bite to eat

Then we'll smoke some more, and turn up the body heat
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Love Date

Come and take a ride

Hurry, cum inside

I just wanna chill with u




U know it's getting late

And though I love this date

U know what I wanna get to




This is like a dream

So romantic and it seems

That you know what you are doing, boy!




Strip off all your clothes

And lock all of the doors

Imma give you something you'll enjoy!




Ooooohhhhhh, I like the way you feel

U make me want to scream

I'm falling in love with you

No matter how soon that it may seem




I never want to leave

The safety of your arms

I give my heart to you

Promise you'll do me no harm




Once upon a time

We were friends, but you weren't mine

So I had to sit and wait patiently




I told you I was the best

And I'd succeed at any test

I told you to just wait and see




And then the big day came

You threw the past away

And asked if I would be your queen




And I did say YES

After that we passed all the tests

And reality was born from what was once just a dream
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy

Hey Babe

Hey babe,

Is she everything you wanted in a woman, is she what you need, is there more to the plan?

See, I've been where you are, and never want to go there again.

I guess I grew up, and learned how to live-right not wrong-and I'm not waiting for you. I hope you're okay, and know the things that you have to do.

You're all on your own. Seems when I think about it, I should have left so long ago.

There were signs all around me, to indicate that you were doing me wrong.

I had no doubts about you because you told me I could trust you. It's a shame that you did the things you did to me…a shame that you told lies.

Now I found love in the arms of a new man. I know that you just want to hide.

He treats me the way I've always wanted to be treated. This love is oh so strong.

He doesn't leave me hanging like you used to do. He doesn't sing the same old song. He doesn't mind us going out, doesn't try to make me hide.

He always puts a smile on my face, and it breaks his heart when he see's me cry.

He never says "no", no matter what I ask of him. I don't have to beg for anything.

And the sound of his voice makes me want to melt when he says romantic things.

He looks me in the eye when he talks to me, says my face brightens up his world.

And he says no matter what he will never cheat, and I'll forever be his one and only girl.

Hey babe,

Are you lonely since she went away?

Did you beg and plead to get her not to go? Did you ask get her to stay?

Did she laugh at you and say the only way you could be with her is inside of your dreams?

Baby, that's messed up. But you were the one who planted that seed.

See I used to take care of you, didn't use you the way she did.

And I never would have cheated on you, but you chose to be with the one who did.

I know she talked a good game.

She told you all the good things.

But I was there for you.

I didn't lie to you.

She sold you big ol' dreams.

But what I gave to you was reality.

Hey babe,

Seems what goes around comes back around, wouldn't you agree?

You tried to treat me wrong, but in the end you were the one suffering.

Guess it's too late now, I've moved on and am happier than I've ever been.

So if you want to stay in my life, then all we can ever be is friends.

I hope that one day you will find happiness, I really do.

Just remember what we went through, so the next chance at love you will not lose.
Copyright ©2007 Attica Lundy