Saturday, May 3, 2008

He didn't try

Saw his profile and it still says single
Is he lost without my touch?
Does he regret the things he didn't do
When I loved him so very much?
I can't care if he is lonely,
I can't care if he's alone,
I let all my caring escape from me
When I said it was over, so now that's an old song.
I can say he was a fool
To do the things that he did
He should have been thinking with his brain
Instead of with that other head.
He wasted too much time doing nothing
He didn't try hard even though he had a chance
He was too much into going through the motions
Instead of renewing our steamy romance.
I'm married now, moved on long ago
I hear from him now and again
But I'm glad that I found my soulmate
And me and my ex could remain friends
Friends is a little off definition
I'd say we're assocates with a past
That way there's no hard feelings
I hope he finds a love for himself at last.
Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy
By Hpnotiq

Party

I'm wet, but you knew that already
Got me yearning for you more than ever before
Got me wanting you to take me right here and now
But damn, yo peeps on the other side of that door.

Damn, My legs feel so week
From those soft kisses you placed on my neck
And, oh, how my breasts sit up at attention
And, damn, is that big buldge i'm feeling your d**k?

When is the party going to be over?
Why you gotta tease me the way that you do?
You know I got a man
And you know my heart is true

What's love got to do with it? you ask
Well, at this point not a damn thing
Want me to touch you where? Awww, baby!
Hold up, let me take off my ring.

Baby, I can't keep quiet much longer
I hear them dancing and partying out there
Do you think that if I scream they'll hear me
Damn, babe, you done messed up my hair

My perm is sweated out so badly
My p***y's soaking through and through
I got hickies all over my body
And you say we still ain't through?

Okay, i'll wait while you say bye to everybody
Okay, i'll stay for a while
Okay, i'll call you Big Daddy
Okay, i'll sit on your smile

Damn, can I stay here forever?
Can you do that to me over and over again?
Can you once again take me to heaven?
Will you be my 'very good friend'?

Ummm, i really got to go now
He'll be home in about an hour
if we rush, i can be home before he get's there
Can we please just get out of this shower?

Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy

Sincerest Goodbye

I confess that our love wasn't true
Because if it were, you'd still be my 'Boo'
And although sometimes I still think about you
I'm glad that we are through

You did me wrong so many times
I can't even begin to count your many lies
And now you're acting like we can just pick up as friends
But the only thing I'll take from 'friends' is 'end'

I'm happier now than I've ever been
He fulfills my needs and cares deeply for me
He loves me entirely, not just certain things here and there
So in the end, I guess life is fair

Go on with her, I'm gone my own way
There's really nothing more to say
Except the next time around try not to lie
And also, my sincerest 'good-bye'

Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy

No one

As I
walked down
the isle
towards you
The angels
all spied
at the dream
that came true
That day
came so fast
the month
after June
and when
you asked
me, I said
"I do"
And I still do
Because no one
Yes, no one
can hear me
but you
And no one,
Yes, no one
can feel me
except you
And no one
Yes, no one
can touch me
like you do
And no one
Yes, no one
can love me
the way that
you do
And I love you, too.

Day dreams turn to
Night dreams
When we lay
side by side
And honor
has a place
in our hearts
that's where it resides
And only
we know
what it takes
to survive
God sees us
And he smiles
for he knows
our love is truth
defined
Because no one
Yes, no one
can hear me
but you
And no one,
Yes, no one
can feel me
except you
And no one
Yes, no one
can touch me
like you do
And no one
Yes, no one
can love me
the way that
you do
And I love you, too.

Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Soothin'

Smile, 'Chile
Don't let that sucka make you cry
You are so much better than that
Hush, Chile',dry your eye

Come, Chile', don't you fret none
You got mo' to live fo', gurl
You got yougin's what love you fo' who you are
And enuf' love in you to cover the world

Laugh, Chile', no mo' frownin'
Go on out and buy some new clothes
Make yo'sef feel all new and polished
get yo'nails done and yo' toes

Then go out to the danceflo' and dance to tunes that are soothin'
Have a time there, let down you' hair
I promise dem men will all try to court you
And that sucka won't be in yo' mind nowhere

And trust, Chile', in God-yo' maker
He make the sun rise and set
And one day yo' true love will find you
And yo' needs and wants will fo'eva be met


Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Live life for today

Tomorrow is not promised so we must live life for today.
No need to be closed off or silent-there's too much to do and so much more to say.
If I had a dime for every time I stayed silent because I feared that the world wouldn't appreciate my stance-
then I'd be richer than Oprah Winfrey, but so saddened because I missed my chance
(to say the things I should have said before it was too late
or to jump at the chance when it was in front of me instead of waiting until it was too late).

Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy

Another four letter "L" word

If a pill existed, I'd take it
Just to get over the pain
Of never again being in your arms
Or feeling your touch again

If a time machine existed, I'd get in it
Just to find my way back to you
To say the things I should have said
And to do the things I was too afraid to do

But our love was so very tainted
It was wrong, but it felt so right
Our days were filled with laughter
And unimaginable passion filled our nights

At some point I realized that the love was not real
It was a fantasy that we both fulfilled
And nothing so sweet could remain
When the depth was no more than mere thrills

Lust is another four letter "L" word
I think we both hypnotized by it
Lies is another four letter "L" word
And at the time it had a better fit

Than to tell the truth and be honest
Enough to admit that the end was near
We ran from it and into each other's arms so many nights
Because our hearts were filled with fear

Sometimes you find the right one
But the time isn't right; you know
Like maybe we were too young or maybe we were too broke
Or maybe we were too impatient to go slow

Regardless of what happened with us
I just wish I could take back the pain
Because even though our love wasn't real
I'd wish we were back friends again






Copyright ©2008 Attica Lundy