Thursday, November 1, 2007

I Am Taken

Hands Off! Black Jesus has spoken and has come into the scene

He's cleansed me of my pain, and brought me to my knees

He's the one I'm loving now- nobody else can compare

From the soles of his feet, to the top of his braided hair

Black Jesus has me shaken - Nobody can do me like he can

I don't need no bullshit n*ggas, cause he's a REAL TRUE man.
Copyright ©2006 Attica Lundy

Making Love Feels Better

Making love always feels better than sex.

When in love, he goes in deeper.

When in love, his kisses taste sweeter.

When in love, everything is wetter.

When in love, he smells better.

When it's just sex, things are unatainable

When it's just sex, the dreams have no meaning at all

When it's just sex, there's a risk involved

When it's just sex, there's no point, no debth, no fall

When in love, each time is a journey

When in love, it's possible to fly

When in love, the dance is endless

When in love, it's just he and I.
Copyright ©2005 Attica Lundy

Greywall

HE......... be dat niggah from around the way

"Oh, that's Zulu's cousin" is what they would say

Dark skinned brother with a glisten in his eye

Casanova by clique, cause back then that was fly

Too much to handle, I knew that drama would be deep

And he was too much into the ladies, so way too much for me to keep

And back then I was playing or tied down so I couldn't oblige

Cause if I tried him and got caught i'd get a pop in the eye

So I stayed young, didn't act grown, and just forgot he exists

Never thinking about the opportunities that I could have missed

Turned a deaf ear to the crowd if they mentioned his name

But always cheered him on (on the sly) at the school's ball games

I was just a little girl in this boy's eyes

and so way off limits - that I couldn't disquise

Now we grown with kids of our own and things have changed

"Wassup Miss A?" and i'm like "What??!" and now the day done came

What the phuck? I don't know...but Imma see for a bit

Cause the lovin' is so strong, and the phuckin' is DA SHIT

But I want more, cause now I just can't get enough

It's not just the sex, even though I like it when the shit get's rough

It's not the smile, even though it makes my knees weak

It's not the voice, even though it puts me deep in my sleep

It's not the money- hell, i'm grown and I make enough for me

It's not the status, hell, we grown and what we do - folks don't see

It's just that I see him in my future and can visulize him in my life

And right now i'm his lady, but I want to become his wife

I think we'll do just fine if we go there, but he's on the stall

I want him 100% or nothing at all

So Imma sit back and look, but for me in the end,

We cool as hell as lovers, and we friends till the end

So we gonna do this, and I hope he sees what I see

Cause our love is too good for us to let it fall off like leaves.
Copyright ©2005 Attica Lundy

WTF

What the phuck? I don't know...but Imma see for a bit

Cause the lovin' is so strong, and the phuckin' is DA SHIT

But I want more, cause now I just can't get enough

It's not just the sex, even though I like it when the shit get's rough

It's not the smile, even though it makes my knees weak

It's not the voice, even though it puts me deep in my sleep

It's not the money- hell, i'm grown and I make enough for me

It's not the status, hell, we grown and what we do - folks don't see

It's just that I see him in my future and can visulize him in my life

And right now i'm his lady, but I want to become his wife

I think we'll do just fine if we go there, but he's on the stall

I want him 100% or nothing at all

So Imma sit back and look, but for me in the end,

We cool as hell as lovers, and we friends till the end

So we gonna do this, and I hope he sees what I see

Cause our love is too good for us to let it fall off like leaves.
Copyright ©2005 Attica Lundy

Love and Marriage

Imma take it slow

Give it 2 U real, boy "blow by blow"

U dealing with pure Diva from head to toe

Niggah, U ain't know?

Betta ask somebody 'cause I keeps it Real

Hypnotic on yo azz - something U can feel

And dat's REAL TALK on bedroom tip

Don't wanna hear no lip!

U can use those lips 2 go down below

Diva like it when u get it wet, so Do what U know!

Then flip me over to my belly and grind real slow

Do it till Hynotic can't take no mo'!

Then pull me off da bed, take it to the flo'....

Be careful wit the carpets- but just let it go.

Don't hold back cause I can take it all!

And Since we on the flo', you know that I won't fall;

And no more bed creekin' so we can go real hard!

Don't be acting like u chicken, don't be scarred!

Do me like 2morrow there won't be no time

Phuck me till I lose my mutha-phuckin' mind

Then send me home alone so I can just unwind.

Shit, I be missing U before I get the car in the drive

Then I'm making a U-Turn back to see you for one more 'gin

(I gots to get the lovin' till the day done end)

and then i'm hooked like dope and actin' like a feen

But the phucked up part is that you actin' like u also a feen

and we too high on sex to make the choices right,

"phuck going to work" and we gon' phuck until the next daymn night

Now, that shit's TIGHT

And U know it feel so RIGHT

but we got to chill and get some food to eat

Cause you don't wore me down from my head to my feet.

I can't even see straight 'cause it look like 2 of you

Double dick, double fun, i'm into double-you!

I'm tweekin' on some estrogen, cause it's in overflow

Pussy just so wet....Phuck...I want some mo'

I can't do without it, I'm just gon' marry you

then we ain't got to stop, that just what we should do.

Take it to the alter and call it forever and a day

YES????? What you say?

That's real talk, man! On the lifetime tip!

And I don't want no backtalk-don't give me no lip

Just don't be late to the church, preacher man gon' trip

cause i done got him out to bed to marry us

and thank got he so dayum holy- so he cannot cuss

He just say "get here in the hour" cause he was tring to sleep

and late hours is something that he cannot keep.

Thank God you made it here, baby you just in time

"I do. You do. We do". Now we just grand and fine

Let's get to the honey moon and do this thang!

Whew....i'm tired already, you got my body 'bout to sang!

And dayum...i'm looking at the shine on this phuckin' ring!

"Close your eyes so I can do my special thing"

Yeah, I know you like it...get ready to be hypnotized

Cause you all mine!

And it's about dayum time!

Just lay back and unwind;

Imma blow your mind!
Copyright ©2005 Attica Lundy

What's It All Mean

What's it all mean when love becomes just another 4-letter word?

What's it all mean when you've said it all, but not been heard?

What's it all mean when every holiday becomes just another day?

What's it all mean when the door opens and you walk through it, and then lose your way?

What's it all mean when life moves in slow motion and you still can't catch up?

What's it all mean when your two becomes one and solitude becomes your only choice?

What's it all mean when a smoking gun welcomes you to bat?

What's it all mean when you can no longer live with that?

What's it all mean when your home becomes a house?

What's it all mean when you fight to find your way out?

What's it all mean when you have feelings but can't express them?

What's it all mean when you no longer trust him?

What's it all mean when you say let me be!

What's it all mean when you feel locked up, not free?

What's it all mean when you want to try but can't find the energy?

What's it all mean when alcohol and smokes set you free?

What's it all mean when you run but cannot hide?

What's it all mean when you can't feel right with him by your side?

What's it all mean when you put a wall up to shield you from the pain?

What's it all mean when your tears pour down like rain?

What's it all mean when you feel so lost inside?

What's it all mean when you lose your stride?

What's it all mean when you know it's there, but cannot approach it?

What's it all mean when you still love him but cannot show it?

What's it all mean?

The answer lies before your eyes...

But you cannot go back to how things were

Because you are so lost and hurt inside
Copyright ©2005 Attica Lundy

Linger

Time's on hold, And this place is so cold-This place is so cold.

I can't breath,Need someplace to think-Need someplace for me.....

Sometimes things seem so damned grand When you take me by the hand, And make me fall in love with you....

But then I see a glimmer in your eyes that makes me start to realize, That in the end it's all about you....

Time slips away, Nothing more to say-I need some place to pray...

A window view, A memory of you-A choice of me or you

I just want to have some time, I just want to clear my mind-But you hold here anyway

You say if I go off on my own, Then i'm the one you'll never know-And so I stay but can't set my mind free

I'm alone

Need a place to call my own

Got some things that need to get strong

This place makes me feel weak

Now I will no longer speak

Because the truth isn't doing us any good

I'll just live a little lie, And see if I can just get by-Cause you'd rather me suffer than do what I know to do

So i'll die, A little at a time-A little at a time

Bury me under that big oak tree-Then you can always have me.

Cut the grass under the tree, don't let weeds cover me-that way I'll never leave

And when you want to hear my voice

Just speak out loud- cause that's your choice

Just speak out loud and hear your own voice...

And for now on I'll just smile

And linger for a while

And linger

for

awhile

Copyright ©2006 Attica Lundy